It’s weird.. sorry for creeping but I just looked through all ur IG pictures and I’m not in any of them. I feel like I’ve been demeaned in ur life and that hurts because u were the first person I call my friend. Now were not even “allowed” to be friends. Cus ur 18 yet ur life is ran by someone else. And ur still out there doing u but I can’t even be your friend?Total bullshit but how I feel and the thoughts going through my brain matter to NO ONE.
I’m so selfish for feeling empty bc of everyone else. Fuck. Wish I could be independent. Wish I could be lonely and be completely okay with it.